sorry it's short

Sorry I haven't posted in a few days been so busy with school and one of my friends is moving so we gunna have a kick ass party!! yeah so umm hang in there it'll all be over soon and than I have a 1 week break and then I'm off to mcalester!!! can't wait to see u megz! so yeah I'll post again when I have more time:) byeeeeee!

New stuff

I should really be studying for finals right now or ummmm doing homework yet here I am! So I realized I never told you about my adventures in the sewers! Now before you go all icky poo on me the weren't the human waste sewers the were just like water drainage sewers, but they were still FREAKIN sweet! Me my BFF's Jostyn xander & squeesha  and we explored the underground of our city!!!! it was sooo fun I will put up pics a soon as I get them:) but yeah ummm we're cooler than you:)  Soo any 1 know any could auditions in my area? i'm loooking for a good play for this summer incase I don't get the part in the Movie I want. Which would be sadifying:( But the coen bros a re def filming it here!!! YAY!!! in St. Louis Park!!!! SEX ON ICE BABYYYYY! so yeah i'm super  excited for those auditions! As soon as my "manager" gets me it:)  Oh incase you didn't know my dad manages me:) I love it cause he takes a productive role in my career while still being my father. He's been doing it since I was 6 and played in oliver,  and he does everything like buying me "an Actor prepares" An reminding me to do my Yoga and Meditate. I don't know what I'd do without him:) so yeah I guess I'll catch yall on the flip side! PEACE ON EARTH AND GOODWILL TO MEN!!!!!!(AND WOMEN!) 

Storm

Beauty is impossible to define. 

SORRY SORRY SSSSSOOOOORRRRRRY!

For the neglect. I realize it's been 2 months since I posted. 2! that's just insane so sorry again:( I was so busy with CATS and trying to keep my grades up and social shit that I completely neglected you! I've missed you old friend!!!! Um yeah so the school year is winding down and I am excited for the summer and hippieness and everything but.... and this is a bit strange..... but there is no sense of the milestone that I am about to pass. It's strange but I feel as if I've already down all my growing. Like I'm... idk..... done. It's a bit lonely. I feel sometimes as if I am watching as my life plays out across the screen. Biteing my nails at the scary bits. Giving myself advice I know I'll never hear. Awed by it at moments but knowing it will pass all too quickly. It's not a disconected feeling just an....... out of control feeling. Like I wish I could rewind or pause but.... I've lost the remote.

RAAAAREOW!!!!!

ok all the promises in my last blog are down the drain cause I got in another play (CATS) so yeah I am SOOOOO excited:) The first full cast meeting is tomorrow:):):) oh and it's warming up in good ole min ee sooo ta! And by warming up I mean hovering aroun 45 degrees Farenheit. Still it's our spring break and all my friends are treating it like summer and we are all in shorts and dresses and flip flops so suck it:P oh and tommorow I am gonna see Horton Hears A Who!!!!! Although I don't know how I'll fit it in cause I get up at like 12 or 1 and I've gotta go out to dinner before the rehersal @ 6:30 And then it's every day after that. My bro is in San Fran right now and my GBF Jostyn is in New york (lucky bastards) but that's ok cause there is no place I'd rather be right now. I miss Alisha. Everything seems to be going right for me right now. Life is beautiful. Especially when your happy:) that's all for now. I'll try to blog again soon. Peace and Love.

Sorry it's been awhile...

You all have probably given up on me by now. Sorry. I've been.... distracted. Ugghh. I love my life:) I'm bipolar sometimes.... umm yeah I have a CATS audition tomorrow! YAY! so yeah wish me luck:):):) oh and RENT=DELICIOUS!
just thought you should know that. Oh and my cousin came out of her coma. She can't remeber much but it's starting to come back to her. So that's whats goin on with that. I'm sooo glad:) soo yeah I'm goin to din-din (dinner) so I'll update later. Stick by me, peeps, I promise I'll update more regularly. :):):)

To tired to think of a title

Practically to tired to even write. I was at the hospital all last night. My cousin has slipped into a coma. The doctors say she should come out of it in the next few days. I'm sorry I haven't really been blogging lately. I'm just so confused. Yes that's the right way to put it. Confused. All the thoughts tangled up in my head, the auditions, friends, family, secrets, other assorted dizzy-making things. UGHHH!!! My poems are geting weirder and weirder, but also better and better. everythings just so messed up. how can I be excpected to write about it if I can't even think about it!!! once again UGGGHHHH!!! I'll blog when my thoughts go back to being coherent.