To tired to think of a title

Practically to tired to even write. I was at the hospital all last night. My cousin has slipped into a coma. The doctors say she should come out of it in the next few days. I'm sorry I haven't really been blogging lately. I'm just so confused. Yes that's the right way to put it. Confused. All the thoughts tangled up in my head, the auditions, friends, family, secrets, other assorted dizzy-making things. UGHHH!!! My poems are geting weirder and weirder, but also better and better. everythings just so messed up. how can I be excpected to write about it if I can't even think about it!!! once again UGGGHHHH!!! I'll blog when my thoughts go back to being coherent.

LIfe keeps going on...

And it's time for me to pull my head out of my memories and start living in the moment again. I have a buncha crucha auditions coming up and I need to prepare a few monolouges and a few more performance songs, cause I'm goin for a couple musicals I think. OMG I love wicked. and coffee and We put up anti-Burberry posters today and it was coolio. and I love hippieness. And I love the new Anti war Poster I made. It says RED WHITE AND BLUE DIDN'T ALWAYS MEAN BLOOD BONES AND TEARS. (except more artisticly.) SO PLEASE END THIS WAR. I'll blog when I have more to say...

Finale B

Hey peeps sorry I've been neglecting the old bloggy blog lately but I was in performances for the musical Annie as Ms. Hannigan and life was a little busy. Anyway I have been on this computer for a LONG time but i'll totally blog more later. There are just two quick things I wanted to say.
First of all Thankyou to the entire annie cast and crew. you really touched my life and I love all of you. It was amazing at the cast party yesterday me, jostyn, xander and hope sang finale B from rent for the entire cast and there ewas like this giant group hug and it seriously felt like a movie. and also I joined a poem/writing blog created by my two friends and here is the link:
http://thepainwillease.blogspot.com/
so check it out.

More later I plomise:)

Flight of the Conchords!!!

Issues (think about it )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5tmnBeNv18

Hiphopopotamus vs. Rymenocerous
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FArZxLj6DLk

The Humans are Dead:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGoi1MSGu64

Watch it love ut laugh AND

COME ON SUCKER LICK MY BATTERY!!!

P.S. I'll write more later... I'm busy lately...

ACROSS THE UNIVERSE!

One more quick thing NASA sent a Song into space....The very first song ever. It's traveling millions of miles to the North star and will take up to 900 years. How is this possible you ask? It's sent in beam form so any being who crosses it will be able to hear the music. And you'll never guess what song it is ...................ACROSS THE UNIVERSE!

FED UP!

I'm completely fed up with my life right NOW!!! Seriously I wonder if everyones life is ad dramatic as mine. Cause I SERIOUSLY doubt it. Like seriously do you guys have to deal with love triangles (or like hexagons!), daily injurys, pervs murderous understudys, annoying cling ons, parties, tardies, balancing a CA-FREAKIN-REER with school and social, a self concious,pubicaly adored, best guyfriend, protest rallies, being a full time hippie (ok, that one I love), trying to nourish your writing, and trying NOT to die (trust me that's something I actually have to think about)! OH I wish had a river I could skate away on! more later I gotta go.

Flying

I wrote this awhile ago but forgot to post it's probably my Fav so far:) I know the end is a little bleak but oh well!

Flying

Cloud cover
Endless sky
No boundaries there
No walls up high

Oh the joy
That flying would be
Endless possibilities
Far as the eye could see

Freedom
What does it mean to you?
The wind in your hair?
Or the grass filled with dew?

A path
To walk down?
Or to only be lost
Until you are found

Flying
The freedom it would bring
A sun to rise
A bird to sing

Ah how I wish-
But, no, for now
I’m rooted by burdens
Held to the ground

Ropes that tie me
Binding my wings
Poisons that burn me
Bugs that sting

Someday I’ll escape
Someday I’ll be free
Someday I’ll fly again
Someday I’ll be me

But not now
Now there are deeds to be done
Things to be seen
My Journey has just begun

Still I long for escape
Into the sky
There is a way
A door in my mind

For if I am chained
to this small space
With no where to roam
In my mind there’s a place

A Space to fly
Room to wander
No more storms here
No lightning or thunder

A peaceful summer
A moment in time
Frozen forever
A corner in my mind

There is a skill
We all possess
It opens all doors
And gives us access

To a place filled with wonder
Without hate or fear
Filled with happiness and adventure
Where all questions are clear

It leaves you with youth
With your coming of age
A clean slate
A brand new page

But what’s left behind
What will we miss?
Do we trade money and power?
For childhood bliss?

Imagination
The world in your head
Lose that
And you’ll suffer till…

DEAD.